Revealing Heaven Volume II by Kat Kerr (Part 14.)

CHAPTER ELEVEN

Suicide - the Truth

The Father was quite clear that there would be a chapter to answer questions we have all had concerning this subject: do those who commit suicide go to Hell or do some go to Heaven? The Holy Spirit gave me the answer, and as always it was so simple, most of us missed it! The world's definition of suicide is: The act or instance of intentionally killing oneself. The psychiatrists explain that once despair (hopelessness) sets in, there is almost no way to turn one from it. Sometimes there is a note left explaining why, but many times there is little or no warning. Many do it out of spite or hate against another, to purposely bring them suffering to punish them. Then some, like the terrorists, think of it as an honor to sacrifice themselves in order to kill others whom they or their cause want to wipe out.

There is one more viewpoint no one mentions and that is the Father's opinion! Here is the explanation I was given. God looks at each case separately and if the person ending their life is a Believer, He does not always call it suicide. If the person had lost control of their normal reasoning; either because of physical, emotional or mental trauma; then he calls it 'ending their suffering', not committing suicide. In other words, all those individuals would go to Heaven!

I was shown three different individuals in Heaven who had 'ended their suffering'. They were from three different ages and although I cannot reveal their names I will disclose a little about their situations that preceded their leaving this world. One was a thirteen year old boy who had lived his whole life in very abusive foster homes. He did receive Christ before passing, but continued to have night terrors of the things he experienced. In his last year of life, he did manage to get placed in a Christian home as did his younger brother. They loved him and prayed for him, but he did not ever recover from the mental and emotional torture he had experienced. Finally, he could not cope any longer and he ended his suffering. When I was taken to Heaven and viewed his life it was like seeing a different person. He was filled with the life and love of God and he was playing in a rock band and another time I saw him playing on a junior football team. When I returned and shared with his friends, they were overjoyed as these were the two things he always wanted to do.

The other person was in their 20's and, although a longtime Believer, had been in a serious auto accident and was on very strong medication. The medication had severe side effects and took away any normal reasoning he once had. It was not long before he ended the agony and, of course, was taken to Heaven. I viewed him several times and knew he was very sorry for causing pain to his family and cried out to the Lord to let them know he had gone to Heaven and not hell. His family, also Believers, had been told by many (unfortunately from the religious group) that he had gone to hell! It changed their lives when I revealed what the Father had allowed me to observe him doing in Heaven. He was in his father's amazing mountain home and enjoying many of the things they always did together. The thing I will never forget was what I saw on the mantel, a trophy with these words:

God 1

Satan 0

This by no means gives anyone the right to end their lives, you could never be sure what the Father's decision would be concerning you. Most everyone I saw who had ended their suffering had NO control over their mind or emotions. You can be free from depression and suicidal thoughts (which are sent by evil spirits), through the power of the blood of Jesus. If you still have your own reasoning and you have accepted Christ, go before the throne in prayer and say, "Because I am a child of God, as an act of my will, I chose to be free and satan has NO hold on me"! Get rid of anything in your house that promotes satan's kingdom, such as witchcraft in any form and if you have ever been to a seance, had your palm read or played with any occult games that contact the dead or that imply to tell the future; you need to repent and renounce any association with those things. Other things that give the enemy entrance into your life are demonic trading cards, the obsessive games of Extreme Violence - becoming a virtual player in the game, vampire movies/products (this is a spirit of death) and any pornographic materials! After repenting for watching, reading or owning any of those items, pray and break the power of the enemy off you and your home. People need to make the right choices in their lives, because as the Holy Spirit revealed to me, "whatever you enter into, will enter into you".

We must choose Life and not things related to Death and then live your life like you actually believe Heaven is watching. If you could see your guardian angel with you all the time, you would choose more carefully. Guard your heart and put the things of God there instead of the things of this world. You can have as much of God in your life as you want, it requires a 'surrender' many are not willing to give. It also requires meditating on the Word of God so that your mind is renewed. I would also encourage you to play anointed worship in your home all the time, even while you sleep. It does not need to be loud or in a place that it would offend others in your home; but play it somewhere. If you do not know what type of music I am talking about, here are some people that literally 'draw' the presence of God; Joann McFatter, Jason Upton, Jake Hamilton or Phil Wickham, Kathryn Marquis and of course Leeland. If you like a more 'radical' sound (definitely for the younger crowd) try Kelanie Gloeckler, John Mark Mcmillan or Rick Pino, and any of their music will create an atmosphere that Heaven will want to come and inhabit! The enemy hates it when you worship God as he feels all worship should go to him. When you are experiencing your worst days, PLEASE praise God! It is the most powerful warfare you can do!

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